Robby Raccoon
Trash Digger
I'm not a stable person mentally, and too much has been going on. I went to my town's break-wall yesterday to debate slipping into the waves or coming home. A few weeks ago, I put a bottle partially through a 1-inch-thick wooden door when I scattered the pills I was gonna take in self-hatred, self-rage, and too much pain.
Not much goes right with me; I have problems. I hide that, and it's only been seen two or three times here that I'm not as well as I make out to be.
I'm also unsure of how to operate the new forum. I tried responding to the new owner's PM that my problem was now fixed with images, but then it wouldn't let me send a PM or my warning to him to not overwork himself since he likely has a billion PMs flooding in.
I deleted all my PMs, but still it isn't working.
The design is also too confusing for me to make sense of-- red doesn't work in my head, and I myself feel crowded from the tight atmosphere of things.
So, until I can make myself right, I'll be gone. Unless a recent buyer doesn't send the MO like he said he would (he already got his bottle.) But I trust that he will send it.
Otherwise, adios people, and good luck in life. May God continue to bless you; being able to get online and read something is itself a blessing.
Not much goes right with me; I have problems. I hide that, and it's only been seen two or three times here that I'm not as well as I make out to be.
I'm also unsure of how to operate the new forum. I tried responding to the new owner's PM that my problem was now fixed with images, but then it wouldn't let me send a PM or my warning to him to not overwork himself since he likely has a billion PMs flooding in.
I deleted all my PMs, but still it isn't working.
The design is also too confusing for me to make sense of-- red doesn't work in my head, and I myself feel crowded from the tight atmosphere of things.
So, until I can make myself right, I'll be gone. Unless a recent buyer doesn't send the MO like he said he would (he already got his bottle.) But I trust that he will send it.
Otherwise, adios people, and good luck in life. May God continue to bless you; being able to get online and read something is itself a blessing.